Hissing

Do you hear it?

The hissing?

The closet?

…Aha.

Hmm. Nothing!

Where…

from where

is it coming?

For years...

Whenever a boss screamed,

and men at work schemed,

whenever I left a party

after playing the scene,

whenever I read the news

and someone asked:

Do you support the regime?

The hissing began.

So I ate.

I walked.

I sketched.

I made a phone call.

I daydreamed.

And it went away.

I lived like that

for years—

until I met you.

I felt seen.

I had been a painting,

hung, admired, highly esteemed.

But when you saw me,

you offered your hand.

I stepped out of the frame.

And I became real.

You held my face.

You kissed me ... well.

My body lit with a thousand stars

crossing through me,

leaving on my skin

a golden gleam.

Then,

one night,

you left.

You promised:

I won’t forget you.

So every night,

I wait

under the moonbeam.

The moon watches me, mournful,

as I cry

a silver stream

The hissing is back.

This time—

it doesn’t leave.

So here I am,

in my room

(it has a sea theme),

listening.

And finally,

I know.

It’s in a closet.

Not that closet.

You’ve awakened the beast.

It was there all along—

in my chest,

chained, angry,

and looking for a feast.

You…

you set it free.

Now it is untamed.

Hissing.

Hissing.

And the hunger

is

extreme.

Areej Abdulaziz

Areej Aljarba is a creative writer, visual artist, and UX professional.

https://www.areejalution.com/
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